Wednesday, March 21, 2018

"Here's some more snow, because fuck you" - Mother Nature

Ok, so apparently yesterday was the first day of Spring, right? So how come the sky took a frosty white shit on us for 24+ hours? (It's STILL fucking snowing) We've had enough.  I hate winter. No... I LOATHE it. So much.

I called off work today. Again. Second Wednesday in a row. (Not planned. I swear. I had no idea it was going to snow this week when I called off last Wednesday.) I kinda wish I'd gone but I'm also glad I didn't. It's complicated. I will NOT be calling off again for a long time. Not even if there's a fire.

The shit hole that J works for announced yesterday they would be closed today for inclement weather so we're having a snow day. It's already after 6:37 and frankly I'm a little sad. I want to go back to work tomorrow but I'm not quite done being lazy. I feel gypped.

My friend B that I work with told me Monday that she'd met one of the dump creatures that my step-mother spawned and immediately noticed the obvious trash that she is. It isn't difficult to see... How many kids does she have? 3. To how many different men? Also 3. Yes. Very charming. Something about an apple and a tree comes to mind... *coughSLUTcough*

I'm interested to see how long it will take them to lose absolutely everything now that Grandma's pension isn't paying for that giant dump they all live on. I'm on the edge of my seat.
Oh, the anticipation!! I'm so excited. 😈

Thursday, March 15, 2018

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Because everything sounds better in Italian.

Go on, click the link. Educate yourself.

Thank God it's Thursday

Today was my Friday. (I work 4 10s. I dig it.) I played hooky yesterday and even though I felt like a steaming pile of dog shit, I still felt guilty for calling off.  »I don't know why, either.« 
I woke up like I normally do, felt fine, got to moving around, and then my angina kicked in and said NOT TODAY MOTHERFUCKER!! So I called in and went back to bed. It was bad. All day. I feel a little better today, but not a whole lot. I could do without this damned zit on my lip though. That can leave anytime.

As far as tomorrow, I think a little me therapy is in order...get my nails filled, get some good foooooooddd... yessss...

Sunday, March 04, 2018

God help me

I'm in one hell of a funk today. I'm not mad. I'm not upset. Not really sure how to describe it.  Just... blah. Nothing happened. I just get this way sometimes. It happens less when it's warm outside.

Is it weird to look forward to going back to work tomorrow?

I need a drink.

Saturday, March 03, 2018

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Today's word is brought to you by the people in my "family"

Thursday, March 01, 2018

March, please be good to me

It's March!! 

It's still cold, but we're getting closer to Spring, and that makes me very happy. As I've mentioned before, I dislike Winter quite a lot. 

February was a little rough. 
Hell, it's been rough for a year.  (2017 in general was just absolute shit) 

Things have started to improve since my move to a new job. I'm happier, which means I'm not being a miserable fuck all the time. I'm not as angry. Plus I'm making more money and I'm starting to catch up on things I've been slacking on. I'm also super excited that I can buy more books. 

J and I are happier as well. We've not been together all that long. This relationship is relatively young. The first year is all about getting to know each other on a deeper level and working out the kinks so that it works in your favor. Finding hot buttons and not pushing them again. I like to think we've pretty much got things ironed out in that regard. Thank God, because it got a little hairy for a minute. We know we want this to be forever so we're gonna do what we gotta to make sure it IS forever. 

I'm anxious to see what this month brings. Wish me luck.