hunger games

I haven't done anything all weekend... I worked ALL week and it's my right to be a lazy twat during my time off. I couldn't even be lazy though. I did housework and some other shit. Worked on this blog a little.

Yesterday I didn't really feel the best. I think it was a side effect of the garcinia supplement I've been taking. I'm not fat. Nor do I think I'm fat. I need to tighten up and I can't do that if I'm hungry all the time. I have no willpower. I WILL eat. Which doesn't help me in my endeavor to slim down. Hence, the garcinia. I've also been taking Relacore. It helps me with stress, which in turn, cuts down on stress eating. I've also been trying to exercise more. I want to be cut like a fucking diamond by the spring. Fuck this muffin top shit. It's not out of hand, but it will be if I sit on my ass and do nothing. Speaking of my ass, I need to get my squatting on too. Work on dat aaassssss. *ass ass ass ass ass ass* ANYWAY. Yesterday I was in a supplement induced haze I guess. If such a thing exists. I was in a funk. And I was really pissy yesterday morning. Half of that stems from Babe's negligence in the "picking up after yourself" department. He made something to eat and just left everything scattered in the kitchen and went straight to video games. *pet peeve!!* It really gets under my skin. I don't mind cleaning. It's my house too. But there's a fine line between splitting the housework and being a fucking maid. In case you're wondering, he cleaned up his own mess. He knows when I'm pissed. And why. Because I tell him. I don't play games.

(*Ladies. Don't be shy. Tell your man when you're pissed and why. Communication is key. Just try not to be a complete bitch about it. I struggle with this.*)

One of my nearest and dearest of friends stopped by on her way to Kohl's yesterday. I missed her face. We'll call her M.M.  I hadn't seen her in forever. She lost a ton of weight and she just looks so fucking good. Plus after a slew of losers she finally landed herself a decent man. They moved into a cabin in the woods together. It's beautiful. She's just doing so many great things and making good decisions now. I'm so proud of her. Also a little jealous because she's getting her tits done and I want my tits done now, too. Ugh. Whatever.

I really don't know what time I'm supposed to be at work tomorrow and it's kind of stressing me out. I'm gonna go eat.