stuck

Ok, so things have been a bit hectic and right now, at this very moment, I have time to blog.

I'm officially a full time employee. I don't know whether to be grateful or afraid. For the time being, I'll settle with relieved. I'm glad they did because otherwise the next few months would have been slightly nightmarish, as I was definitely not about to go back to PN. Fuck that place. (LOVE my PN fam, hate the douchebags that visit and I'm all out of "nice".) I'm still feeling things out. I've managed to make quite a few "work friends". I'm not going to say "friends" because my relationship with these people doesn't extend past the front door of the building. I don't talk to anyone outside of work. I don't want anyone involved in my personal life like that. **KEEP BUSINESS AND PERSONAL AFFAIRS SEPARATE.** Should I make a genuine friend through this, great, but I'm not pressing it. I couldn't care less. I like the people I fuck with at work but I also like being left the hell alone. It's hard to explain, so I'm not going to.

Also, I think I need to start drinking more water.

That's all.